The way we are

Lately I have been looking at things very differently. I always believed in the good over bad concept, but man the times have changed, or maybe I just woke up to the realities that have existed as long as cockroaches. What i realize now is that people are so odd. Yeah I have observed closely and after much thought I conclude: human beings are odd. Its like a constant state of conflict that has prevailed on planet earth, always.

As I am typing away this post I know I am making very little sense but that's what I am trying to say here. We don't make sense. Sense is nonsense. Its does not exist. I hate to accept it but I have always been the"thinking types' so even when I was eight I thought a lot about life and I am only eighteen so it sounds weird but I have given up, well not really but I guess life and people are not really things you understand,or figure out or like have policies for, its not math or politics, its fukin life. Just that. That explains it. That explains the fact that there are no explanations.
Why the hell does there have to be a right and wrong? Won't it be much easier to  take one day at a time. Why the hell do we need rules, isn't it better to make choices as and when they come to us? And what's with all the principles, huh?